There is a big fuss in Australia about children being taken ill as a result of some vaccination.

I have not had a flu vaccination in 20 years because those injections make me violently ill. I stay away from doctors because of their one-dimensional approach, and because they only try to resolve ailments with drugs. I get angry at myself when I have no option but to see a doctor, because I see that as a sign of weakness.

However, when I broke my leg in four places I had no objection against surgical intervention and strong pain medication.

When I don’t feel well, I keep digging for the cause of the dis-ease, and deal with the metaphysical cause. However, when I discovered this week that my son was getting the flu, my first reaction was to tell him to go to a chemist and get some flu medication.

A friend that I have not had contact with in the past six months passed on from cancer recently. I was aware of her cancer fears, but not of how serious the situation was. Would medication have helped her to live longer? Could I have helped her to deal with the cause of the cancer by sending her healing thoughts and doing meditatons for her?

Am I a hypocrite, or am I shaking off the remnants of old conditioning? Am I in denial or am I finally on the right track?

Time will tell. Or is that a cop-out?